[A big thank you to Laura from The School of Squirt for her short and sweet submission.)

What Did I Just Do? Am I Okay?

I was eighteen years old, full of hormones, and still a virgin. I was all but

desperate to experience my first orgasm, and that weekend, it was going to happen!

I had been dating a guy for a couple of months and had finally decided I

was “ready”. We had planned on hanging out that weekend, and though I hadn’t told

him yet that I was ready, he made it very clear that he was willing as soon as I gave

the word. I hadn’t actually told him I was a virgin though. I just kept telling him I

thought we should know each other really well first. Now that I was ready, I was

terrified that I wasn’t going to be able to handle the “pain” of losing my virginity, and

I didn’t want my guy to realize I hadn’t been honest with him. So I concocted a plan.

I would lose my virginity to a dildo.

I had a plan, now I needed the dildo. I hopped in the car and drove to the nearest

adult store. I thought I was incredibly cool and daring. Once I got there, I walked in

on a mission and grabbed the prettiest vibrating dildo I could find, it was pink with a

pearl finish. I had decided it was probably a good idea to pick out an adult film to go

with my ridiculously clever plan. Once I found a movie, I was ready, I was going to

go home and have my way with myself.

I was so excited when I walked into my apartment that my panties were soaked.

I sat everything down, put batteries in the vibrator, popped the movie in, took off all

of my clothes, sat on the couch, and spread my legs wide. My clit was swollen. I was

As the movie played I turned the vibrator on and went to work. So many feelings

and thoughts were running through my mind, and then it happened. Not only did my

cherry pop that day but out of nowhere the most intense, amazing, and satisfying

orgasm I would ever had came shooting out of my pussy. I had squirted everywhere

as my body shook and clenched. The orgasm itself had lasted a couple of minutes

straight and was nothing like anything I had ever heard of. I was immediately scared.

Once my body finally relaxed and I was capable of standing, I went to the

bathroom to examine myself. I didn’t know what to think. I had never heard of

anything like that before, and I had certainly never seen anything like it. I asked

myself, “What did I do? Am I okay?”. I had to talk to someone, but I didn’t want

anyone to know what I had been doing. I called my boyfriend and asked if he would

come over. I told him it was really important and that I absolutely needed to talk to

him. He was on his way.

Once he arrived I explained everything. I told him about my plan, the dildo, the

porn I was watching, about the liquid that had shot out of me, how good it felt, and

how scared I was. Of course, unlike me, he knew exactly what had happened and

wanted nothing more than to see it for himself.

He said, “you’re going to be fine, it was a squirting orgasm. You should feel

pretty happy, most women can’t do that”. Whew, I was okay. But now I wanted

more! Neither one of us could fight it, we were ready, I was ready.

He grabbed me by the hair, pulled me to the bedroom, threw me down and nearly

tore my clothes off. His dick was rock hard and a lot bigger than the dildo. He

climbed on top of me, shoved his cock in and fucked me. Hard and fast, never

stopping, until finally my pussy was ready to explode. My body clenched so hard I

pushed his dick out and then I erupted all over his stomach. As I lay there shaking he

shoved his dick back in until it was his turn and he exploded all over me.

In the thirteen years that have passed since that day, I have never had an orgasm

that intense, that erotic, that amazing. I lost my virginity to a dildo, learned I could

squirt, and had sex for the first time all in the same day. They often say, “you never

forget your first time”, oh how true that is.